January 6th, 2023 – 5:11am – Mom’s House, Sherman, Texas, USA:
I want to say Thank You to my family, to my friends, and to those I’ve met along the way.
I didn’t understand what God was doing when He first began to do this work in me four and half years ago, but now I see it a little clearer. It may be hard to understand or accept, this Obscurity, but trust God and know that it is for your sake and for the one along the way that I obey God in this.
This will be my last blog post for awhile, I cannot say how long, but I would ask that as I step into the unknown and obscure that you would continue to pray for me as often as God brings me to your mind.
I will continue to write and those writings will become books that will be on Amazon. So even though I have gone from view for awhile, know you’ll always be able to read what God does in and through me in the books.
The GoFundMe and ModernDay will continue to function if you feel to support my continued journey financially as God leads.
If you have felt distance from me it is because I have a very hard time with goodbyes. Just know that I will always carry your face in my heart and I will think of you often. You are the fuel I’m given to burn this drive that pushes me forward toward God. Every word I write is a love letter to you. I pray God uses them to encourage and strengthen you in your own individual journeys.
Trust God, I have experienced His faithfulness over and over again and can fully and completely testify that He is worthy of all your trust. He is Provider.
I go out alone but I am not alone because God goes before me and behind me and to my left and to my right. And I know that you also go out with me through your prayers and we are together in spirit. Whatever comes in this world we know that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purposes.
If you are struggling with your faith, trust God to help you. He will… I am a testimony of that. Through all the brokenness of my life and my many failings… He is faithful.
My one hope is that when I take my last breath my life will point to Him. That when people think of me they will be drawn to think of Him. We must all echo John the Baptist in our lives and say, “Now I must decrease, so that He can increase.” Make this your prayer and make it the way of your life.
Give and keep on giving. When you see a need in another, meet it. Become a conduit of God’s abundance on this earth. Find joy in giving, your time and your money and your things. Trust me you will not miss those things because you will know something far greater is in store for you in heaven.
Obey… make the choice for God… as often as you are able… choose the things of God over the things of this world. A journey of a thousand miles starts with one step.
My journey started with a simple choice… I chose to believe God when He said, “This is finished, now you are going to listen and obey.” The ability to obey is held within His command. And from this single choice… has come a whole journey of choices… each one leading to strength to make the next choice.
Let God raise you. Let Him train you. Let Him reveal Himself to you. Spend time with Him and listen. He will speak… He always does.
And so farewell for now… until we meet again.
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