The Book Of The Cries Of Loneliness

The Vision Of The Two Cloaks:

Today as I was walking and listening to the Lord He showed me a vision of Him standing in front of me. He was holding two coats, or cloaks in His arms. He held one out to me and said, “This is Solitude.” I took it from Him and put it on. It covered my whole body and felt warm. It was pure white. Then He held out the other cloak that He carried and said, “This is Obscurity.” I took it from Him and put it on over the other cloak. This cloak was bitch black and covered not only my whole body but completely hid the cloak of Solitude beneath it. Then the vision ended.

The Book Of The Cries Of Loneliness:

Part 30: The Book Of The Cries Of Loneliness is currently being produced into audio book format by the wonderful narrator Robert James. I wanted to share chapter one with you today:

This journey is far from over for me. Many pages filled with words lie behind me and so many unwritten pages lie before me.

Solitude And Obscurity:

For you to understand fully this journey I am on, I’d like to share a chapter from the audio book version of Part 23: Solitude And Obscurity:

My definition of Solitude is:

Solitude is a state of being that fully acknowledges God’s existence and fully draws near to Him by leaving what is visible and entering and engaging with what is not visible.

My definition of Obscurity is:

Obscurity is the state of being hidden by God from the eyes of the world and the eyes of one’s own self for the sake of growth and maturity in holiness and righteousness in preparation for the will and purposes of God.

The Endless Provision Of God:

God asked me to leave my friends and my family and to “GO” to a place He would send me to. I ended up here… in this little town in the middle of nowhere USA. He provided an apartment, a writing room, and continues to provide for all that I need to continue writing The Book Of Benjamin Kareth. I wanted to share a specific provision that is very close to my heart. My writing room here in my apartment has been empty since I moved in. I haven’t had money to buy any furniture for it. I dreamed of having a recliner which to sit in while I spent time with the Lord and wrote the books. But God… who always provides all that we need to do the word He has called us to… provided. When I arrived in this town I made a friend named Gail. One day last week she gave me a recliner and a lamp. So, I wanted to share this photo with you of what is now in my writing room:

God is amazing. He is always The Provider. Always.

My monthly bills come to just over $1,300.00 USD. So far God has provided each month for my bills here. Prayers for His continued provision are greatly appreciated. Thank you for all your prayers and support as I travel this journey with God to complete this work He has given me to do.