Nothing with God is ever easy.

The past couple days I have continued to seek Him about what He wants from this “Undivided Purpose Project” and He has continued to fill in the details of what He wants from it.

So, I’ve been listening for the purpose of obeying Him in this. All these things are currently works-in-progress.

I’ve setup the webpage for it:

Undivided Purpose Project Webpage

I’ve setup the YouTube Channel for it:

Undivided Purpose Project YouTube Channel

I’ve begun the process of designing the logo for it:

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It’s odd when God starts to reveal the purpose for a project that’s on His heart. Since the beginning of my journey God has said one thing to me over and over again:

“This is not about you.”

and

“This journey isn’t about you.”

and

“Your calling isn’t about you.”

What’s further odd is that I’ve known this since I was a kid. I’ve known this really since God and I have had a relationship. This morning as I was listening to the Lord He said:

“This book series isn’t about you. I’ve been training you to write with Me and now you’re going to pass what I’ve taught you to others and they are going to write for Me.”

It’s not everyday that God tells you that what you’ve put so much time into was not for you, but so that others could learn and go out and do. I write this with happy tears. I get to once again die. To be unknown so that He can be known.

My time is short. I know this with every fiber in my being. It’s time to pass on what God has taught me to others so they can run with the flame.

I have three years till I write that last word on that last page of the last chapter of the last book and then, as God has said, I will rest from my work. I still don’t know what that means, but I do believe God. Honestly, it doesn’t matter, all that matters is that I finish what He has asked me to do. The rest is up to Him.

So, this Undivided Purpose Project will be a “tutorial” series of sorts. In every way I can and am able I am to “pass on” what God has taught me these past six and half years to you and to those who will need this training. It’s funny because I’ve always hated teaching… I lack patience. Which always makes me laugh. Historically if I hate something… that’s what God will have me do.

When we come to Christ we don’t realize truly that He will demand of us our life. He spread out His arms and died giving us all and so we must do the same.

If God can take me and use me to bring His Name glory… that is all I want. I tell Him all the time:

“Lord, if I can just be a janitor in your house and serve you in your temple that will be enough.”

It’s been really, really hard to be alone here. To watch as people live. But… oh, how it has trained my heart. How it has shaped who I am now. How it has refined me.

The day is coming when I will finish all God has asked of me and I will lay it all down at His feet and walk on. I won’t look back at it. I won’t hold onto it. I’ll release it to Him… and to those who come behind me.

So, stay tuned… subscribe to the YouTube channel… it all begins February 11th… in a lot of ways… its the beginning of the end.